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https://im.ge/i/QMKop8M https://imglink.cc/i/a4H5WThmnD https://uploadimages.org/1b455dbdfcd1#E2E1.DurbkdRmlWBKIdn4HOeZYdIA3u33ZCrPev-ivoc5xMk.d-k0Yv5vAvZHlfQ9.lAq74VDF3CeMt09t2Bm7_Q.1NW7S8Oov5vrHWKOqcIFt1jDmbUl5O5R1QwOpg1DsJA My name is Muhammad. I'm 19, and I work in a shawarma shop in Khobar. Ten hours a day, I stand in front of a screaming hot grill, my arms slick with grease and sweat, wrapping meat and bread for hundreds of faceless drivers. The smell of garlic and charred meat is permanently stuck in my clothes, my hair, my skin. But the real stench is in my head. The voices started six months ago, a faint crackle like the grease hitting the grill, but now they're a constant, screaming inferno. I know this is the Mabahit's doing. They have ways of breaking people that leave no physical evidence, just a hollowed-out soul like mine. They've perfected psychological warfare against their own citizens. The voices are a constant, tormenting presence. They sound like people I know – my father, my older brother Saad, even customers I've served. "Look at you, Muhammad, a slave to the grill," my father's voice sneers as I slice another slab of lamb. "Your cousin Faisal is in university, learning to build this country. You're just a shawarma boy, a joke. You're nothing but a human spatula." Another voice, in the exact tone of a wealthy businessman who's always too good to look at me, chimes in: "We all see how you stare at the girls in the cars, you disgusting little pervert. Like a starving dog eyeing a scrap of meat. Her father would have you stoned for looking at his daughter like that. Go home to your shared room and fuck your fist like the lonely loser you are." They know everything, every shameful thought I've ever had. I can't tell anyone – my family would think I'm possessed by jinn and take me to some sheikh who'll just prescribe more prayers that do nothing. A real doctor would just pump me full of pills and label me schizophrenic, which